Missing You God

God, I've been missing You. Missing what we used to have together. A life of conversation, relationship, honesty and hope. One that I've not been a part of lately. I know that You've not left me, and honestly I've not left You either, but I have been ignoring You. I've not been giving You the attention that You desire. I've allowed myself to be preoccupied with life and silly phone games. I've chosen them over You on a daily basis. How do I choose You again God when I've become consumed with these mindless games that help me to unwind after work or even before work? Help me Abba to come back to You. To come back to Our relationship. Our life together. I need Your help because I cannot do this on my own.