This morning I've been wondering about myself an  trying to figure out how to feel God's love for  me. While doing this I realized a part of my problem . I have convinced myself that to be loved I have to do. I can't just be loved because of who I am. That's not good enough. I'm not good enough. This thought process is a lie that I've believed for a long time without realizing it. I don't know what to do to change it, but I can at least admit it. I'm not in denial about this. I just don't know how to change it. To change me. Maybe that's what I'm missing with CR. I don't have to fix me cause that's God's job. And get this, He wants to fix me. Because I'm that important. Not because of what I've done, but because I'm His little girl. I'm ready to start believing that, I'm just not quite there yet. But praise God, He's not giving up on me. He's the One who started this work in me and He's going to complete it. Now I just have to be patient and wait on Him to do it. To trust Him to handle this in His timing.