This past weekend I was blessed to enjoy a weekend with 6 other wonderful ladies of God. God was there. He showed up and He showed off. I didn't know what to expect because we were all asked to be teachers for the weekend. I felt woefully unprepared, but also not fearful. I kept hearing Trust Me. I wasn't sure if that was supposed to be what I was to talk on or if that was what God was calling me to do. So I went and found that God showed up mightily.
I was struggling thru one night with a desire to hide. To close myself up. During the course of the night I was brought to a revelation that I was like my mom in the fact that I cannot cry. Unless I get really upset or completely overwhelmed. I don't want to be this way any more. God gave me the verse "Jesus wept". I looked it up so I could write down the reference. I came to the conclusion that I want to be like Jesus. I want to be able to cry. After I looked that verse up God placed it on my friend's heart to ask me what it was that I looked up. I told her and she said she expected me to say something profound or encouraging or something else, just not that. I was able to explain to them what God was working in me. The next night before I was to speak they prayed over me. God spoke words of encouragement to me thru one of the ladies. Everything she said was spot on. What I received from the weekend was that God really does live me.
There's more I could share, but I'm out of time for now. Thanks for letting me share.
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